Haven't been here lately...haven't wanted to. I've put all of your pictures away. I have your pictures in frames, etc...I just can't look. Lord, help us through.

My thought is that I am hurting, and so is your daddy. Please pray from heaven and ask Jesus to mend the side of the family that you only He knows He can and we can with effort and kindness and sincere love. If we can't move on from the past then there's no future for us. You are what can make us smile when we look back on the time we had, but through the tears we wish that you were here to meet those you didn't get to meet. Take care of Grandpa, Great Great Grandmothers, Great Aunt, Great Uncle, Great Great Grandfathers etc until we meet again.

I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.