I remember that during mamma and dad's wedding I wished that there were more of dad's side there...little did we know 4 years later we would be having a baby shower for a little boy and I again was looking around the room wondering why dad's side of the family wasn't there. I just want you to know it breaks mamma's heart that unforgiveness can steal and rob a family's joy like it has. I prayed and asked God to keep you until I could contact dad's side of the family, but there wasn't time, He needed you. He needed you to sit on Grandpa's lap and run to Jesus and play at his feet. He wanted you to stay at that perfect age where you are just starting to learn things. Now Grandpa Day won't have to be alone as far as grandkids go :) We love you baby boy and many other thoughts are coming about of course, we just can't share them all because a lot of them hurt and are painful yet. We don't mean to make this about others and not you, but just know we love you we miss you and we want you to know that when we told you there was a Grandma, Uncle, Aunt, and many cousins out there waiting to meet you...we meant that they all loved you to very much I'm sure as they have written even though physical meetings never took place. When it rains I will think of you...rain is what you always loved the sound of.